I pray and hope...

When I first came to Kampar.

I was happy to met so many new friends.

Because of them I hardly stayed at my hostel.

I wanted to spend every and each moment with them.

And also because of them I even didn't want to go back to the home I loved so much.

I really loved them a lot.

I gave all my time to them.

I appreciated all the time we had together.

We have gone through a lot together.

We had so many happy moments together.

I thought that we would never break up.

Maybe I was to naive to think like that.

My worst nightmares started when this sem started.

This sem was already sad when some of our classmates couldn't proceed to Year 2 with us.

But that was just the beginning of the sadness.

Suddenly all the drama between our group happened.

One by one unhappy incidents started to happen.

Our group was splitting up.

Because of these dramas I haven't been able to sleep much.

Everyday the way to make me fall asleep is to cry until I was tired.

But after a while my eyes had no more tears.

It was when my heart started crying.

Every now and then my heart was in pain.

We use to be like a big happy family.

But now........ T T

Slowly I had no motivation to leave my hostel anymore.

Slowly I had lost my smile, even though I look like I'm smiling.

But actually from inside I was crying.

I could not laugh and smile happily.

Everyday I had to wear a mask so that no one would see my pain.

I'm fed up with all the drama.

I wish I could leave this place and don't care about anything.

But I know I would and could never do that.

Because I love them too much.

They are a piece of me now.

I could never leave them at this kindda time.

I have to be strong for them.

I pray and hope everyday that all this drama would end quickly.

I want us all to be big happy family again.

*I think I'm being naive again*

Forgetful

8th June 2010

About half an hour to 12am I received a message from Fei Fei darling.

The msg was: today is dindin birthday.......shit lo.......

At first I was really sleepy and I was already getting ready to sleep.

But when I saw this message I jump out of bed and was quite shocked.

Cause it was already 1130pm, more half an hour Din Din's birthday is going to be over.

And we her 2371 A darlings all totally forgot and didn't celebrate with her.

I could see the image of how sad Din Din was in my mind.

I felt so bad and sorry to her, kept scolding myself for forgetting such an important day. 

So, to correct our mistake we did a surprise for her.

As all the cake shop's were close, we had to go to Grand Kampar to buy it.

Even though it was expensive but we had no choice.

After buying the cake we rush to 7/11 to buy some big candles.

The candles was used to make a big ♥ for Din Din.

To show how sorry and how much we love her.

After that we went to the 'lorong' behind our home.

Where you could see the ♥ from Fei Fei and Niki's room window.

After putting the candles into the ♥ shape.

The problem now was to light them up.

Cause it was quite windy that night and the candles kept going out.

But after a few times we finally had them all lighted up.

And thats when Din Din was called to look out from the window.

And then we sang her a birthday song and made some wishes.

After that we quickly went back home cause we were scolded by some people that said we were noisy and woke her up from sleeping. ISH ~!!!

But it didn't end there, after going back home to put the cakes in the fridge.

We headed to A station to surf the net.

It is the first time going to CC with all my darling's.

♥ ♥ ♥

Din Din darling~ ♥

2371 A darling's~ ♥ 

BBQ Night

7th June 2010

Had a BBQ Party at Kin Kin's house. =)

There was me, Kin, Aaron, Kim Wah, Teck, Ken, Chris

And the sweet couple Vyan & Lance

After our class, we headed to Tesco to buy the ingredients for the party.

We bought fish balls, crab stick, ham, sausages, chicken meat, chocolate syrup, honey, cheese and butter.

After finish buying we headed to Kin's house to prepare the food.

About the 8pm we started BBQ-ing.

Was damn full but there was still a lot of remaining of Pop Uncle's fish balls.

After eating it was the alcohol time. =D

We bought a bottle of Vodka to drink with Sprit and a bottle of Enchante.

While we were drinking some of them were playing cards.

And the punishment was drinking chocolate syrup which was tasty but really sweet when you drank a lot at one time.

When we finished packing it was nearly 12am.

Kin took of us back home to shower and we came out again to Ghany for yam cha.

When we finished yam cha-ing it was about 3am.

After finish uploading the photos and went to bed at 4am.

The food =)

Yummy chocolate syrup~

My favorite =DDD

P.O.P & BK =)

4th June 2010

Its our first random outing to Ipoh for this sem =]

Actually at first we were going for steamboat.

But there were a few people only so we changed to movie.
And also due to transport limitation only me, Eunice, Wynson, Zac & Arron went.
The movie we choose was Prince of Persia!

 

Our movie was at 705pm, so we left Kampar at 6pm.

The movie was really good and interesting.

Jake Gyllenhaal aka Dastan was sooo handsome, I love his eyes! =D

I can say it is a must watch movie!!!

After the movie we went to Burger King for our dinner.

Yummy yummy~